I guess that I am about 143 right now. I have not weighed myself in about a week. Last check I was between 138-140.
Been struggling in and around this weight for a bit. Last summer when I quit smoking I was horrified at being 138. I started personal training. I was unable to make a long term commitment.
I was struggling emotionally back the too. Struggling with other demons as well. Trying to gain control, still. This quest is about gaining control about what I want in my life.
First things first, yes it is vain, but...I want to look good. You look good, you feel good.
The weight challenge - 130 is the number. I want to be fit too. Well I guess I just want the world. The thing is I just figured it out and the world is for me to have. It is mine for the taking , so I'm gonna make it all happen.